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Mar. 17th, 2004

the movie 'THE SIX SENSE' is what my 'gifts' are

is there a movie out there that you can relate to?

Strange encounter with a..plant..

Hello...not too many people in here jabbering, so I thought I'd talk about one of my experiences, perhaps liven things up a bit.

I'm at least partially Native American..otherwise I'm totally a mix of European stock, everything from Sweden to Germany to the Netherlands. I do really feel drawn to Native American things and to Wicca.

Anyhow, about a month ago, I kept seeing this sort of shadow thing out of the corner of my eye, mostly in the bathroom & the hallway leading to my room. I couldn't ever figure out what it was, but, somehow I didn't think it was a ghost, it just didn't have the same energy or feeling as a ghost has. (I seem to be good at picking up on energy from things, from plants to animals and places - I get feelings about certain cities, certain places - and they're almost always right) Anyhow, it was really bothering me yesterday when I was doing a giant pencil drawing of a girl's face. It kept peeking into the room, and I felt like it was really interested in what I was doing. I had tried sprinkling salt around my room and the hallway the night before, to get it to go away if it was a ghost or other spirit, but this did nothing to thwart it at all. I even think it came into my room after that and it seemed worried that I was trying to get rid of it, and even woke me up at 3 am...grr.

It always seemed most interested and active when I was taking a bath or drawing something. It got to be so that I would close the door when taking a bath (and I usually leave it open because the only other person in the house is my Mom..big deal, lol) and then it wouldn't bother me. If I ever told it to leave me alone, it would usually go away at least for awhile, but sometimes try to be sneaky and nosey about what I was doing and I'd catch it doing this later on. I never felt that it was harmful, and it really never seemed to have a positive, or a negative feel, like most spirits seem to have. (mostly negative energy is what I've gotten from spirits) It was just kind of there, and obviously very curious.

I was talking to my Mom about it, who is another weird person, like me ;) and she said possibly it was an elemental or nature spirit. I really haven't ever ran into any nature spirits, although I do tend to believe that trees and plants have some sort of spirit in them, though I never imagined they had little fairies in them that walked around when bored, or anything. Well I got to thinking about the plants in our house, and the only one I could think of that really had enough energy to maybe do what this spirit was doing, was the orchid in the kitchen, which has, coicidentally, (or maybe not) been blooming for the past month. The shadow person started following me around around the beginning of last month.. The orchid really does seem to have a similar energy as this shadow being, and when I thought about it, it did make sense. The orchid seems almost hyperactive, and it has one bloom and three other buds on it right now that are about to bloom. Anyhow, the kitchen is connected to the hallway, and the hallway is connected to the bathroom and my room at the end of it, so that makes sense as well.

Anyhow, I actually talked to the orchid yesterday and petted it's leaves, and I haven't saw the shadow person at all since then. Mom said maybe the orchid was interested in getting it's picture painted..since it seemed most interested in me when I was doing artwork...lol. Pretty crazy stuff, but perhaps it just might be true, I'm not sure. I have painted orchids in the past, and perhaps it knew this somehow..anyhow, I plan on doing a painting of it when I'm not sick, as I am at the moment.

1st dream of being 26

this shit wont make sense, but it was my dream. i couldnt sleep for shit this morning i woke up at 1:06AM


in all my dreams i have the ability to fly and this is the 923685734656 dream where I am on the/a/beach and a tidal wave happens to occur.

oh there was also a little white cute dog following me everywhere in my dream

and a brooklyn jewish mother talkin to her kids and was i walked by she said 'sweetie this is urs' and handed me a pink bunny

so im back ON the beach and a bus is stuck on the tidal wave, me, having powers, fly OVER the tidal wave and witness the people on the bus get smashed against the rocks

no one survives

and the little white dog is still following me...

yeah i have to think about this one...

told u it wouldnt make sense
maryann and i used 2 be good friends

until dec 24 we had a falling out

over what im not quite sure

yeah so the other day i have a dream, and her aunt comes to me in my

dream. YESTERDAY i talked to a mutal friend of ours, and i found out

her aunt passed away...do i call her? or what?
05:59pm 02/09/2003
Okay-I'm finally posting my story(sorry, I am lazy). My uncle died in an auto accident as a teen back in the late 50's way before I was born(I was born in 1966). When I was 3 or 4 years old my family was visiting my grandparents overnight & I woke up in the night and saw someone in the mirror glowing!!! It was glowing very bright green & seemed to have a bright orange cap or hair. I blinked & it didn't go away. The apparition seemed to be holding something & had an open mouth. Very scary. At the time I thought it looked like an evil clown with a broom in his hand. Finally, I screamed & my mom took me to sleep near her. I knew nothing of my uncle until I was older. I found out that I was sleeping in HIS bed with HIS old teddy bear. My mother just told me this yr. "Grandma never ever got past it" So the room was pretty much full of his stuff. My brother now lives in that house with his family. My grandparents are long dead and supposedly there have been no other occurrences. Once in awhile I dream about that house and about him. Has anyone seen anything similar?


Once when I was in Elementary school I was sitting at my desk coloring, and for some reason I was inspired to look to my right, as I did, this giant silver wolf pounced on me, lips drawn back so I could see his fangs. I didn't even have time to react. I blinked and he was gone.

A entity used to visit me in my dreams as a child when I was even younger, but he left me in Kindergarten because it was "time to go"

Now I speak to my friend's spirit guide when my friend is nearby, or sometimes I'll talk to my friend's subconscious spirit channeling directly through her. Normally I would believe she's just fucking with me, but the predictions that have come true... just make it too hard to not believe.

Sometimes I get visions of what people's souls look like and flashbacks to a past life. Sometimes I hear voices inside my own head, sometimes over my shoulder. Sometimes I'll get premonitions, or feelings in my gut that make me blurt out things.

I've never actually SEEN a ghost, but I've seen spirits being channeled. Once we even had a conversation while buying some V8 at a gas station.

I do have my own abilities which I prefer not to talk about because they're very personal, and I'm not sure how to deal with the responsibility yet... or even how to channel them properly.

You can call me Semp on here, short for Sempiternal: with beginning but no end.
Since I was seven I was able to see "ghost", now "ghost" are souls that have not made the transition from this physical earthbound plane, to the next dimenision, which is the spiritual plane, or "heaven" if you please. I grew up next to a quite, older, reserved man name Dale. He lived in his house all by himself, and from time to time my grandmother and I would buy random items from him (garage sales). He never had any visitors, and I didn't know much about him except he liked to go fishing. Well one night, I had a dream that I snuck into his house. There was a pool filled with blood in the backyard (in the dream), and I just stood at it frozen. I looked inside the house and saw Dale in a straightjacket pacing back and forth back and forth. When he saw me, he started screaming "GET OUT OF HERE!! GET OUT OF HERE!!" So I started running and flew (in all my dreams I have the ability to fly) in the sky. I woke up the next day and didn't think much about it until about 2 months later. I was coming home from school and there was a grip of police, ambulances, and paramedics there. Apparently Dale committed suicide in the garage. There was blood splatter all over the walls and partially in the driveway. The dream kept replaying in my mind when I saw that. I never told my parents about my dream. I thought I had caused him to die like that. Well about a month later my parents decided to buy the house because it was bigger. The first week in there lights started turning off and on, doors closing randomly, my parents disregarded that as anything "wierd". Ok so now fast foward about 2 months later, I wake up in the middle of the night to get something to eat. I walk into the kitchen and I see an shadow like figure there. I thought it was my dad waiting for coffee to be made. So I mumble to him "Hey dad can you leave me some money for school tomorrow before you go to work?" and he didn't reply. So I left "him" alone in the kitchen, walking away thinking that he was in a bad mood from work. The morning comes and Im eating breakfast. My dad rushes out and I stall him by saying "hey did you leave me some lunch money?" He said "What? You didn't ask" I said "Last nite I asked you" He said "I didn't get home till 11pm and I went straight to bed Richie, what are you talking about" SILENCE..... I said "nevermind". So he left me some money. That night, Dale came to me. Keep in mind that my room WAS his room. So he appears as a black shadow on my bed. I COULDNT MOVE and felt utterly paralized. His figure started to take shape, then I could see him completely just as I saw him when he was alive, except for all the blood oozing out of his head. He didn't move his mouth, but he spoke to me. So when I started to talk to him, I wasn't confined to my bed anymore. He told me that he was worried about his "safe", and that he misses going fishing and how lonely he was. I told him hey, you could go to heaven now if you want, and fish there all you want. He started to smile, then faded out. I didn't know what I just did, but for some reason I knew that he was ok now. In the morning, as my dad is rushing to work again, I tell him "hey whats going on with the safe"? he was like "uh..how do you know about that?" I said "cuz Dale told me about it, he said he didn't want anyone to get to it" he said "yeah right ok, its not right to sneak into our priviate stuff and read things that aren't yours, Ill talk to you later about it" and he left without me explaining what just had happen earlier. Well I never saw him again, but that was the start of my abilities to see ghost and spirits. Since that moment, I'll catch random ghost and spirits, I have never been harm from them, and I'm not afraid either. Its all apart of life, well my life.

Here are some pics of ghost:

'ghost in a tree'

'lady with no legs and black eye kid' picture is a part of a panoramic of a family taking a vacation in London. The lady with the stroller is the wife of the photograhper.

'unknown lady in background' - picture is part of a family photo...

'headless dog ghost' - picture of ladys having tea, note the dog at the corner...

This one goes out to you maldito....

I personally have encountered aliens and have seen several Ufos, has anyone else had these experiences as well?

This is an illustration entitled "The Birth of Christ" from a 12th century greek manuscript "The Book of the Evangelists". If you look to the right of the picture there two figures looking up at a semi-circular object with figures inside. The object appears to be shining a beam of light down onto the birth. One of the pair of observers is shielding his eyes, possibly the artist was trying to convey the brightness of the object.

This is a 17th century fresco and is located in the Svetishoveli Cathedral in Mtskheta, Georgia. Notice the two saucer shaped craft either side of Christ.

The above painting is by Carlo Crivelli (1430-1495) and is called "The Annunciation with Saint Emidius" (1486) and hangs in the National Gallery, London. A disk shaped object is shining a pencil beam of light down onto the crown of Mary's head. A Blow up of the object is next to the painting.

This painting is called "The Madonna with Saint Giovannino". It was painted in the 15th century by Domenico Ghirlandaio (1449-1494) and hangs as part of the Loeser collection in the Palazzo Vecchio. Above Mary's right shoulder is a disk shaped object. Below is a blow up of this section and a man and his dog can clearly be seen looking up at the object.

The following picture is from a book entitled Prodigiorum Ac Ostentorum Chronicon by Conrad Lycosthenes (1518-1561). Basel: Henricpteri, 1557. It depicts a UFO sighting in Arabia in 1479. The book is held at the Australian Museum Research Library.

This picture describes a UFO sighting over Basel, Switzerland in 1566. It is held at the Wickiana Collection, Zurich Central Library

This picture shows a UFO sighting over Hamburg, Germany 4 November 1697. The objects were described as "two glowing wheels"

Former NASA consultant Richard Hoagland is convinced there may be a 'terrestrial connection' between Giza and Cydonia - the region of Mars where the mysterious structures are located - perhaps a common source that imparted the same legacy of knowledge and symbolism on both worlds.

Below is an enlarge picture of a portion of the above column, NOTE THE UFO, AND AIRPLANE SHAPED CRAFTS

This image is by flemish artist Aert De Gelder and is entitled "The Baptism of Christ" It was painted in 1710 and hangs in the Fitzwilliam Musuem, Cambridge. A disk shaped object is shining beams of light down on John the Baptist and Jesus.

These a images from Kimberley, Australia. They are Australian Aborigine cave paintings, possibly 5,000 years old. It is believed they represent ET beings. Aborinie beliefs

alien gods

Earlier this week the Sci-Fi channel had a show called "Alien Gods". It basically showed what I had in the back of my mind, probably influenced by shows like Stargate-SG1.

I did a search just now on "alien gods" and was surprised what was available. There was also one semi-negative response to the Scifi's show, saying that it's propaganda. *L*

In any case, it does explain a lot of things. Awhile back there was something about Alien visitors and used the bibles' references which was really interesting. The way they described what they saw back in those days, very interesting!

"Alien Gods" also showed many of the cults that exists who believe in aliens including the Raelian group, which was slightly different from the other groups. Nonetheless, to know their thought on this whole thing was just fascinating.

Although some skeptics say that these groups will find certain things from the bible or of other cultures and make it suit their needs by comparing them to "Visitors" from outer space, many more of the critiques mentioned how many cultures around the world have similar references to these gods from the skies.


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